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Contra Diction

Kristina — Mon, 07 Sep 2009 20:15:33 +0000

{ 사랑은 하지 마요 이별이 꼭 온대요 숨 쉴 수도 없이 아파요 사랑만큼 아프면 되는 줄만 잊는 줄만 알았던 거죠 아니죠 수천배는 더 아파요 } .. 다시 다시요 안돼 안돼요 바보처럼 혼자 말해요 사랑은 하지 마요 죽을만큼 아파요 매일 눈물도 난다구요 다른 사랑 온다면 쉬울꺼라 잊을꺼라 말했었는데 아니죠 내 사랑은 안 되네요 나는요 사랑해요 내가 숨쉬는 날까지 ~

Day By Day

Kristina — Fri, 04 Sep 2009 09:02:18 +0000

Do you know the feeling you get when you know you shouldn’t be doing something – but you do it anyway?
Like letting yourself love someone in that way even though you know you shouldn’t – because it will never happen, and in the end, it’ll only hurt you? And, then you feel guilty – because someone admitted just to have said feeling towards yourself . To this, you replied; I can’t. Because, it is too far and it will hurt.

Why do I then allow myself to feel this? Now, it only hurts more. Mix guilt with crush, and it drowns you.

I feel so rotten.

(Image from G-Dragons “Heartbreaker” Music Video)

Seventeen is just a test

Kristina — Wed, 02 Sep 2009 18:58:35 +0000

Oh, Wow. It’s September already? Where did the time go? Down the drain?
So, as you might have noticed I haven’t updated my blog for almost a month. I blame school, and trying to be social.
(and I sort of forgot about updating it , but hush)

Since last time, I have done the following things;

Turned a year older.
Worked my ass of at school.
Cried a lot
Stressed even more.
Fallen in love with music, again.
Overcome my obsession for Super Junior, replacing it with G-Dragon & F.T Island
The above statement does not mean I’m not SuJu biased anymore – I just try not to be obsessive.
I SOLD MY SCOOTER
and bought my first Super Junior CD along with GD’s debut album and F.T Islands latest album.
Allowed myself to somehow love again.
BOUGHT YELLOWISH GREEN TIGHTS (words from the pack they where in) ♥
Photographed a wedding.

Oh! Also, I leave you with this (since I really don’t have anything to say right now)

Back in Black

Kristina — Tue, 11 Aug 2009 20:48:10 +0000

So, after two (?) weeks of not blogging, I’m back. All though my RIS is currently keeping me from writing much, I can just type about a paragraph or two before it goes loco. Speaking of RIS, when I move my arm now, or twist it, my elbow sounds like it’s been shattered. It’s a really interesting sound, really. I should record it.
I passed 3500 plays for Super Junior, too. I’m just getting more and more obsessed. (Which would explain my new header. Hankyung looks absolutely gorgeous in it. The header is a banner for my fanfic “Hysteria” if you were questioning the text) Yes, I’m writing fanfics now. :( I also ordered my first SuJu item, and it should arrive this week. It’s a necklace designed by Yesung (who also shares my birthday!) so I can’t wait to see it.
Until next time – my hand is locking itself.

He’s Just Not That Into You

Kristina — Sun, 26 Jul 2009 22:06:33 +0000

So! After spamming my blog for the past few days with Korea and Super Junior and useless posts, I decided to get down to business and talk about another movie. This time, I chose the most talked-about chickflick of early 2009/late 2008 – He is just not that into you. So, I sat down and watched it. When it ended, I couldn’t understand what was so ‘great’ about it. No, seriously. It’s “OK” but It’s not “OMGTHEBESTMOVIEEVER!!ONEONEONE”. Goodwin’s character is very rushed, it seemes – and we only get ‘glimpses’ of the others. First time watching it, I had a hard time paying attention. So I watched it again, and hated it. Why? Because it’s an idea that’s been used over and over and over again. I want something fresh, something new. A good movie where none of the “romance-actors” are in. With good lines, a good script and a fresh storyline. Please, Hollywood – Can you do that for me?

- another new header , btw. I don’t like the blue, and will probably remove it soon -

No Comments, Lots of Visitors

Kristina — Sun, 26 Jul 2009 12:15:53 +0000

Hey, if you drop by my blog – would you please comment?

That’d make me really, really happy. Almost as happy as the “Sexy Back” dance-battle on Super Show makes me.

So, just for the heck of it;

Enjoy, my lovelies. Enjoy.

Oh, those korean men.

Kristina — Sat, 25 Jul 2009 23:02:04 +0000

Have I died and gone to heaven? This made my day. However, the slow-mo repeats are annoying. That’s about the only fault with Star King. HANGENG CAN MOVE THOSE HIPS, YO!

New Header

Kristina — Sat, 25 Jul 2009 15:43:31 +0000

Again. It’s not really pretty or well done or anything. It’s another SuJu header featuring Donghae, Heechul, Kangin, Kyuhyn and Yesung.

Jumping off a bridge

Kristina — Sat, 25 Jul 2009 14:00:40 +0000

The title is a result from a conversation I had with a really good friend of mine yesterday. She had talked to a friend of ours, someone we both consider to be our bestmate – and his appendix had exploded. When I texted him to get more info, he told me he could’ve been dead. This resulted to a few tears from Anniken and I, because the thought of anyone dying right now wasn’t exactly what either of us needed. Laughing it off, we went and bought something good to eat and sat down to talk about it. “If something had happened, I’d run infront of a train” and “I’d jump off a bridge” was phrases frequently used. So when we heard sirens it lightened up the mood a bit. Turns out, some chavs had been burning some rubber and the police had busted them!

Very confusing post, but I really don’t know how to phrase “omg my friend could’ve been dead”. It really put me off, and even though he might find our reactions silly, we’re girls – and can’t help it. Get well soon, guitar hero!

On a complete different note, Super Junior is releasing a DVD and a D-version of their 3rd album a week before my birthday! Anyone who were looking for a gift list just found it. Blinking in neon lights.

On The Bus

Kristina — Sat, 25 Jul 2009 00:18:28 +0000